"I have no clue why I still call it weekend, because there are weeks I don’t even dress myself, let alone keep track of what day it is".
To me it sounds like you're lonely, and it's affecting your overall emotional state.
The solution will not be a new clever time management system or reading a How-To-Monetize-Your-Zen self-help book.
Maybe take a few months off and go to a place with 'fun and sunshine'. Meet new people every week. Everyone's friendly when they're on vacation.
Costa Rica's really nice all year round and it's pretty cheap.
To me it sounds like you're lonely, and it's affecting your overall emotional state.
The solution will not be a new clever time management system or reading a How-To-Monetize-Your-Zen self-help book. Maybe take a few months off and go to a place with 'fun and sunshine'. Meet new people every week. Everyone's friendly when they're on vacation.
Costa Rica's really nice all year round and it's pretty cheap.