"I do work part time as a developer in a start up and can't help feeling i'm building a dream for someone else."
"Not that the experience isn't really good, (It definitely is and I learn more in work than in uni!)"
"Unless i'm missing something important, I am young and naive after all!"
You are. At the risk of the ire of others on HN I have to say that this is a totally millennial attitude of - gasp - entitlement. Tempered by the fact no doubt that you realize "I am young and naive after all!"
I think you have to back away at this "I want it all now" thinking that you have.
You are gaining valuable experience and I'd like to know why you feel that you deserve better than that at this point? To me that's scary. I'm glad you asked the question but want to know why you feel you deserve, at this early stage in your career, to jump to the head of the line.
"I do work part time as a developer in a start up and can't help feeling i'm building a dream for someone else."
"Not that the experience isn't really good, (It definitely is and I learn more in work than in uni!)"
"Unless i'm missing something important, I am young and naive after all!"
You are. At the risk of the ire of others on HN I have to say that this is a totally millennial attitude of - gasp - entitlement. Tempered by the fact no doubt that you realize "I am young and naive after all!"
I think you have to back away at this "I want it all now" thinking that you have.
You are gaining valuable experience and I'd like to know why you feel that you deserve better than that at this point? To me that's scary. I'm glad you asked the question but want to know why you feel you deserve, at this early stage in your career, to jump to the head of the line.