This post was really well written, I've felt the same way for a long time and I guess and never stopped and think about it.
Thank you for putting it down into words.
After reading it, a couple of days ago, I went on a hunt for books around that topic. I am leaving one here for you if you want to check it out since you mentioned there aren't any. I picked it up from kindle unlimited and so far I am enjoying it: https://amzn.to/4ixJkwm
Best of luck on your career and again thanks for this post.